PRAY Lord, these days of suffering and uncertainty seem unending. We cling to you and know that you will redeem these days, the days that came before and the days that are yet to come. Restore the brokeness and may we see you face to face. LYRIC Now the days and hours and moments Of our suff’ring seem so long; And the toilsome wait and wond’ring Threaten silence to our song. Now our pain is real and pressing Where our faith is thin and weak, But our hope is set on Jesus; And we cling to him, our strength. Oh eternal weight of glory! Oh inheritance divine! We will see our Lord redeeming Every past and future time. All our pains will be transfigured, Like the scars of Christ our Lord. We will see the weight of glory, And our broken years restored. For behold! I tell a myst’ry: At the trumpet sound we’ll wake “Death is swallowed up in vict’ry!” When we meet our King of Grace Every year we thought was wasted Every night we cried “How long?” All will be a passing moment In our Savior’s vict’ry song We will see our wounded Savior. We’ll behold him face to face; And we’ll hear our anguished stories Sung as vict’ry songs of grace. SCRIPTURE 1 Corinthians 15 & 2 Corinthians 4 BACKGROUND Wendell Kimbrough is a contemporary songwriter reimagining the Psalms for emotionally honest modern worship. His songs are marked by strong singable melodies, steeped in the sounds of folk, gospel, and soul music. Wendell serves as artist-in-residence and worship leader at Church of the Apostles in Fairhope, Alabama where he lives with his wife and daughter. Eternal Weight Of Glory was originally recorded on his "Psalms We Sing Together" album which can be found on bandcamp HERE. His most recent release "Come To Me" is also excellent. In fact, I recommend his entire discography particularly in times like these where we need encouragement. PERSONAL I first met Wendell Kimbrough in August of 2018 when the Rector of my church invited him to do a concert at St. B's. Wendell brought with him a pianist and then asked if our church would supply the rest of the band so I had the pleasure of filling in on strings. That concert led to a mini-tour in the fall of 2019 and since we rode in a van together to 5 states in 5 days and still liked each other by the end of it, I'd say we are officially friends for the long haul. Wendell's perspective on life and Scripture is refreshingly honest, deep and poetic. His actions are bold and confident as they are the result of careful consideration of all elements of a situation. He also embraces the joy of the moment be it making music with good people, or an impromptu photo shoot with larger-than-life cement animal statues at a tacky road-side tourist trap. (If you feel this is an oddly specific example...pic here to prove it happened) Much of Wendell's musical body of work has been focused on hymn arrangements and writing Psalm settings for congregational use. The fact that this COVID-19 crisis has come in conjunction with the Lenten season seems almost...ordained. And although the "shelter in place" order has not yet lifted for Tennessee, today is not only the last day of the original 14 day order, but also Palm Sunday on the church calendar. As I was choosing a song for tonight I wanted something hopeful as Christ's entry into the city was triumphant. But the original Palm Sunday signaled the beginning of a chain of events that seem deteriorate in fast-forward...Peter's denial of Christ, a betrayal, an arrest, the unjust release of a murderer via crowd mentality and then ultimately Christ's execution on the cross. Certainly these events are different from the current global climate, but similar in the pace at which circumstances can change. I wanted to somehow communicate this joy-turned-lament via tonight's song...the 14th hymn in 14 days...and so I couldn't think of a better way to do that than inviting my friend Wendell to share one of his contemporary hymns. The tune might be jovial and comfortably sing-able, but the lyrics taken directly from the passages scripture listed above are weighty and timely for this season. This tune might not be familiar to you, but I pray that you'll take the time to listen and pray through the lyric in its entirety. No matter the circumstance in the world today, there is coming a day that we will see our Savior face to face and these anguished stories will be sung as victory anthems for sure.
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PRAY Lord, you are fairer than anything this world has seen. You are Ruler of all!. Our souls long for you for you are as necessary as food and water; make yourself the desire of our hearts. LYRICS
Although the origins of the text of "Fairest Lord Jesus" are unknown, everyone seems to agree that it was original a German tune from the 17th century. The hymn-tune "Crusaders' Hymn" or "SAINT ELIZABETH." The origins of this tune are also a bit convoluted - it dates back to the 12th century crusades - but composer Franz Liszt used it as the march of the crusaders in his oratorio "The Legend of Saint Elizabeth in 1862 and so thus the hymn names were born. "As The Deer" was both written and composed by Marty Nystrom a contemporary composer, worship leader, music director and presenter. PERSONAL I'm not sure what stage of quarantine grief I'm on at this point but I feel like I've ridden all the emotions from "thankful for this pause and time with my family" to "I need to get out of this house and get a break from my family" to "the world is coming to an end" and "I trust that the Lord has this..." and everything in-between. And trust me, there are lots of things in-between.
I miss hugging my friends when I see them down the sidewalk on one of my many necessary "Sanity walks." So when I was thinking about hymns for tonight I knew I needed something peaceful, because that's what MY heart needs to hear tonight. And what is more peaceful than meditating on the beauty of the Lord? How fair and good He is. And the pastoral image of a deer silently lapping water from a stream makes me feel like I'm on some grand adventure in a National park which is quite frankly where I'd like to be right now. I hope that this tune brings your heart peace and calm and stillness tonight. That's what this whole project is about, afterall. PRAY Lord, thank you for your amazing and unending Grace. For redeeming even the worst of sinners, for seeing us through the most difficult of situations, and carrying us all the way Home. LYRIC Amazing grace, how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me! I once was lost, but now am found, was blind, but now I see. Twas grace that taught my heart to fear, and grace my fears relieved; how precious did that grace appear the hour I first believed! Through many dangers, toils and snares I have already come: 'tis grace has brought me safe thus far, and grace will lead me home. The Lord has promised good to me, his word my hope secures; he will my shield and portion be as long as life endures. Yes, when this flesh and heart shall fail, and mortal life shall cease: I shall possess, within the veil, a life of joy and peace. The earth shall soon dissolve like snow, the sun forbear to shine; but God, who called me here below, will be forever mine. SCRIPTURE Psalm 103:8 BACKGROUND If ever there was a story of a life being pulled in to Christ, the testimony of John Newton is it. Although his mother was a strong Christian influence on his early years, she passed away and he joined his father on a sailing ship at age 11 where he endured both flogging for a desertion attempt and captivity by a slave trader. Over the course of his escape, he himself became a captain of a ship in the slave trade for many years. However, through his friendship with both William Wilberforce and Mary Catlett (who he eventually married), he not only left the slave trade but became a staunch abolitionist and eventually entered the ministry. In addition to becoming ordained in the Church of England, he also helped publish a hymnal to which he contributed 280 hymns including his most famous, "Amazing Grace." As with many hymn-tunes, NEW BRITAIN is a folk-tune that has been passed down through generations. Although it has been paired with other hymn-texts on occasion, it is best known for its affiliation with Newton's Amazing Grace. One account noted that "if America had a national folk-hymn, this would probably be it." PERSONAL A few years ago when Kelly Minter was filming her "All Things New" Bible study, we chose to include this tune as a tag on the end of another song we were doing and this arrangement was born. There is something so stilling about this melody and as I was researching the birth of the lyric it hit me what a statement of faith this song is. While we can't control our circumstances, we can control our reactions to them. Circumstance led Newton to some pretty bleak surroundings, but he chose Christ anyway and became a man who share the good news. The apostle Paul comes to mind in this story too. Formerly Saul, Paul had a rap sheet a mile long of offenses against humanity that were contradictory to Christ. But through a radical conversion he became one of the most powerful evangelists of the Gospel in history and his words remain a huge influence on people even today. I've found verse three to be an especial comfort in these times to help me remember that Christ has already brought us through difficult things in the past, and He has NO plans on stopping until He brings us Home with him forever. Through many dangers, toils and snares
I have already come: 'tis grace has brought me safe thus far, and grace will lead me home. PRAY Lord, there is no situation too bleak, no tragedy too deep, and no storm too fierce to separate us from you. Thank you for the kind of peace that can only come to our soul through your love and grace, no matter what trials may come. LYRIC When peace like a river attendeth my way, when sorrows like sea billows roll; whatever my lot, thou hast taught me to say, "It is well, it is well with my soul." It is well with my soul; it is well, it is well with my soul. Though Satan should buffet, though trials should come, let this blest assurance control: that Christ has regarded my helpless estate, and has shed his own blood for my soul. It is well with my soul; it is well, it is well with my soul. My sin oh, the bliss of this glorious thought! my sin, not in part, but the whole, is nailed to the cross, and I bear it no more; praise the Lord, praise the Lord, O my soul! It is well with my soul; it is well, it is well with my soul. O Lord, haste the day when my faith shall be sight, the clouds be rolled back as a scroll; the trump shall resound and the Lord shall descend; even so, it is well with my soul. It is well with my soul; it is well, it is well with my soul. SCRIPTURE John 14:27 BACKGROUND Because their account of the story says it best, I am sharing with you verbatim the hymn history from Hymnary.org. In November, 1873, Horatio Spafford sent his wife and four daughters on the French ship Ville du Havre from their home in Chicago to a vacation in France, planning to set out a few days later himself. Somewhere in the Atlantic, the Ville du Havre collided with a British ship coming the other way, and sank in just 12 minutes. Of his family, only Spafford’s wife survived. Spafford took the next boat over, and as he passed the spot where the ship went down, began to write, “When peace like a river attendeth my way, when sorrows like sea billows roll,” and continued until he had the text, “It is well with my soul.” His good friend, Philip Bliss, composed the tune for his words, naming it after the ship, VILLE DU HAVRE. In this hymn, Spafford has given all of us words of comfort and assurance in times of physical and spiritual crisis, paraphrasing those familiar words of Julian of Norwich: “And all shall be well, and all shall be well, and all manner of things shall be well.” PERSONAL In addition to once again having Michelle Margiotta on keys, tonight's featured guest performer is incredibly accomplished cellist, string arranger, composer and all-around musician, Cara Fox. I won't even try to list her accolades as her album credits alone are a mile long, but it's safe to say that if there's a cello line you've loved in a song...any song recently, it might just be her. Cara is married to accomplished producer Jared Fox and they live in Nashville with their toddler son. I knew that having Cara and her cello lend their voice to this tune would bring to life the hope that we each can have in Christ no matter our pain or loss. I'm grateful for her as a musician and a friend and I know you'll be blessed by her artistry.
I honestly can't remember when I actually first met Cara, but what sticks out in my mind as the "official" beginning of our friendship was when she graciously agreed to be the cellist at our wedding when Keith and I got married 10 years ago. She rocked out both a Bach cello suite and a YoYo Ma/James Taylor arrangement of "Here Comes The Sun" when I came down the aisle and I'll be forever grateful for the literal tone that she set for the rest of our marriage: rich, deep, and sunny. Since then we've had the opportunity to play together at sessions, on a music video and at various events...she's on the short list of people I can say I have played with onstage at the Ryman auditorium...but on the non-musical front, we've also been blessed to get to walk through motherhood together as our sweet little ones were born on the same day in the same hospital. My earliest memory of the hymn "It Is Well" is a tragic one but it is so deeply etched in my head that I truly think about every time I hear the song and it was present on my mind as I recorded this version I'm sharing with you tonight. Growing up, a boy my own age that I was acquainted with accidentally killed his cousin with a gun that the two boys were playing with but didn't realize was loaded. Although I did not attend the service, I remember my mom and a friend crying and recounting how the divorced parents of the deceased child sang this hymn together as a duet at the funeral. Processing this situation now as an adult, wife and parent, although I can't possibly understand how these grieving parents would have been able to share this message under those circumstances, the impact on my soul is heavy as I realize the extreme faith it must have taken to claim Christ as the Healer of all souls. Whatever loss or hardship you are facing right now, even if it seems insurmountable and impossible that you will ever be able find life again on the other side, I promise that there is One who has given His life to redeem yours. PRAY Jesus, mold our hearts so that You are all that we desire. May we rather have You than anything this earth has to offer. LYRIC I'd rather have Jesus than silver or gold; I'd rather be His than have riches untold; I'd rather have Jesus than houses or lands. I'd rather be led by His nail pierced hand Than to be the king of a vast domain Or be held in sin's dread sway. I'd rather have Jesus than anything This world affords today. I'd rather have Jesus than men's applause; I'd rather be faithful to His dear cause; I'd rather have Jesus than worldwide fame. I'd rather be true to His holy name. He's fairer than lilies of rarest bloom; He's sweeter than honey from out the comb; He's all that my hungering spirit needs. I'd rather have Jesus and let Him lead SCRIPTURE Philippians 3:8 BACKGROUND I'd Rather Have Jesus was written by Rhea F. Miller. She grew up the only child of an alcoholic father and a devoutly Christian mother who faithfully prayed for her husband's deliverance from addiction. Eventually he did get clean and turn his life around to the point that he even became a Baptist preacher. One day when she was 28, Miller was out for a walk and began to reflect on how her father had said he would, "rather have Jesus than all the gold and silver in the world, and all the houses and land that money could buy." Thus she composed these lyrics and even her own music although her tune would soon be replaced by another one. The tune that we sing this statement of faith to goes by the same title as the song and was written by the great George Beverly Shea, most famous for leading the music at Billy Graham's Evangelistic crusades. PERSONAL I first met Kelly Minter in the summer of 2012. I had felt the Lord beginning to shift me into a new season and mentioned this to a friend I bumped into one day while running errands. Through what can only be the Lord, she told me to dust off my resume that night and she'd be happy to recommend me as her replacement as she was actually moving on to another opportunity as well. To this day I'm not entirely sure why Kelly took a chance on me, but for the next 6 and a half years I had the privilege of being Kelly's assistant/road manager/violinist until I "retired" to stay home with Clare when she was born. (And thank goodness she hired me, because there aren't too many "assistant/road manager/violinist" jobs to be had out there.) Kelly and I often laugh about how neither of us had a clue what we were getting into when she first called me about taking the job with her. Since then we've traveled to 31 states and 1 foreign country together on more trips than most families take together in a lifetime and gotten into too many shenanigans to recount here. Kelly is many things: an author, a speaker, a Bible scholar, a chef, a green thumb...her mind never stops dreaming up amazing things and keeping up with her pace is all but impossible for the rest of us around her, but I wouldn't have it any other way. Her depth of soul, kind and generous heart and drive to accomplish the work she's given herself to inspire me to be the kind of person who makes everything I do count, loves her friends fiercely, and serves the church in both the local and global sense. If you've ever been to one of her Cultivate: A Gathering Around The Word events, or done her "All Things New" Bible study, you'll recognize her beautiful arrangement of "I'd Rather Have Jesus." I chose it partly because it's become so dear to me over the past few years, and partly because it could be a subtitle for Kelly's life. She truly lives each day choosing Him first in all things and it's beautiful to have a front row seat to watch it all. During these strange times, Kelly is graciously providing some fantastic free resources that I know you will find encouraging and uplifting. We would love for you to take advantage of these and I've listed them below. I know you will be blessed by them.
Also, Kelly works closely with Justice & Mercy International, an organization that seeks to meet the physical and spiritual needs of the poor, the orphaned and the forgotten. The awesome "JUSTICE + MERCY" sweatshirts that we are wearing in tonight's video can be purchased HERE in their online store. (along with lots of other cool items.) ***Please note that the entire amount of money earned from any merchandise purchases goes directly to the work of JMI. Kelly and I do not receive any kickbacks. |
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CategoriesAbout BethanyBethany is a freelance violinist/fiddler and tour manager who works with artists & events such as Kelly Minter, Cultivate: A Gathering Around The Word and Laura Story. She and her husband Keith live in Nashville, TN with their daughter Clare, cat & 6 backyard chickens. For more info on Bethany, visit her bio page!! |